so bloody lazy
You know when you’re SO damn close to the end, and you just want it to be over with? I’m so there. My essay is due in like 8 hours, but I have to work for two of those. I got up set the alarm for 7am, it’s now 8:3958 am and I’ve written about 40 words so far. I just cannot.get.motivated. It’s a dumb essay, and I wish I put more effort into, although as we all know, effort doesn’t not always equal results. Maybe this will be the best mark I ever got? They are so much tougher here than the uni I transferred from. I don’t know if the old one was too nice or if these guys are tough asses. That’s why a B is even worse now than before, a B at my old uni was 63-66% here it’s….. oh, it’s 65-69%…. Which is better… that’s confusing!! If I get an A grade here it’s worse than my old A’s, but if I get a B it’s better than my old B’s?? Well that makes me feel mildly better, though thoroughly confused. My B was possibly a B+ equivalent of my old grading system. wEiRd!!
My room is a complete mess, I’m so.damn.tired I can hardly keep my eyes open. I’m addicted to the book my mum brought up for me and the Grey’s DVD’s my flatmates gave me (god I’m a bitch, bitching about how they STILL haven’t taken the recycling out, and they are making me DVDs, I should shut the fuck up about them. It’s just cos I’m so irritable with all the school stress). Just one more day! not even that, in 8 hours I’m FREEEEEEE for TWO whole weeks. Cept for the 3 essays I was planning on writing in that time, but I can sleep in, and watch grey’s, sex and the city and House on dvd, I can hire more dvd’s, catch up on all those movies I’ve missed. I can take a break from coffee! Those 3 cappa’s a day are killing me financially, I bought some ground stuff this week for the plunger at home to save some $$ lol. I can quit my second job too, must find out if it’s one week or two that I have to give for notice. I’m hoping it’s one so I can ask for extra hours, then hand in the notice after those hours are scheduled in haha.
Just as a random aside, I was checking activemeter before, and apparently I’m accessing the internet from NEWARK, NEW JERSEY, UNITED STATES. Used to say Auckland, New Zealand (no, I don’t live in Auckland, ugh, who would want to?!), now it says NEW JERSEY! wEirD.
And as another random aside, I have NO idea why my blog suddenly went all italicised on me. I think used italics for a couple of words, and suddenly EVERYTHING before then is italicised. RANDOM. Another holiday project: Make my blog pretty!

Thanks for visiting my blog. I hope the essay writing is going well. You brought me back to the horror that was college. I studied English and had to write all the time. I loved it and hated it at the same time.
Comment by Mommy off the Record — August 18, 2006 @ 6:15 pm